lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Monday, May 4, 2009
-23:15
whee my house building was on fire just now..not my unit but one of the units in the building in my balestier house..the fire was quite big..it was gushing out of the windows...luckily the fire was like three floors below my unit..so it didnt really reach my house..the outside of the building is like one big patch of black..even the windows burned and dropped down..apparently they still dunno what was the cause of the fire..but no one was at home in that unit..so lucky no one was injured=) there was ashes all over the floors of every level..and we had to all share one lift to get back up after everyone was evacuated..i think my grandmother very steady..she stays three floors above me..i heard when the fire started she just when down and went to the market like nothing happen liddat..lol..i'm just glad the firemen managed to put out the fire and everything's back to normal...cant imagine if like all my things were burned up..maybe it would have been not too bad..can just say all my uniform burned up..cant go to camp..lol haha kidding..k ciaoz
Sunday, May 3, 2009
-21:07
i was watching this video about susan boyle from britain got talent..and i think she rocks! like she's totally amazing..stunned the world..she's living proof of how we sometimes tend to judge things or ppl so wrongly..50 million views in just 20+ days!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
-01:52
i wanna go the christian pub!! i really wanna go..i wan go see..who wan go with me?? it's at the singapore flyer..heard it's called earth somthing..or something rock..lol forgot..i think it's rather wierd that christians gather there to drink though..so ironic..but i still wanna go see...lol sianz..why i work afternoon shift this week...-.-
Saturday, April 4, 2009
-14:23
just came back from korat,thailand detachment! =)) finally..went there for one month..it was really fun there..apart from the work...cos everyday is like 11 hours in the sun..but actually that's ok..the thing was that the afternoon temperature is 36-40 degrees..so it's like u start ur inspection 5 mins already start perspiring like pigs..then most of the time we're like squinting our eyes everywhere we go cos it's just too sunny..i'm quite glad it's over..cos work was rather torturous with all the ics having temper problem cos of the heat..everyone's just frustrated easily and likes to shout...which i think is rather poor anger management..haha newaes..it was really fun there..the stuff is rather cheap..like 1plus sing gets u a plate of rice with white chicken, roast chicken and roast pork..there's so much meat that u cant see the rice..there also very easy to hook up girls..bought quite alot of shirts and boxers there..until my luggage almost explode...spent like 1400 sing total in just one month..oh ya and i just read the minutes of the agm of the church. I think the stuff that was discussed was seriously dumb..the questions asked were good..but the answers given were so planned and expected..there's a reason why 'he' wasnt elected by vote previously..u cant just make a position like that consitutional
Monday, February 23, 2009
-17:17
i'm really bored so i'll post a riddle for those who still come to my blog to guess=)
A man was found shot dead in his study. He was slumped over his desk and a gun was in his hand. There was a casette recorder on his desk. When the police entered the room and pressed the play button on the tape recorder they heard, "I can't go on. I have nothing to live for." Then there was the sound of a gun shot. How did the detective immediately know that the man had been murdered?
Monday, February 2, 2009
-20:35
recently i've not been eating well..everyday i see food it just turns me off..some of my frens have said i seem to have lost weight..i just feel like dying..i dunno what's happening anymore..dunno what's right..what's wrong..what's morally grey..what's permissible and beneficial..what's permissible yet not harmful..argghhhsadfsd just dun bother me pls...
Monday, January 26, 2009
-00:26
I've recently been thinking alot about rejoining the music ministry..and serve God in an area i'm more familiar with..but many things i've been thinking about have been stopping me. One of them is how i felt in the past while serving in the old music ministry..Week after week this weak willed guy will sin against God again and again, sometimes even on the day he serves on stage. The baffling and amazing thing is, God still uses this guy week after week and the presence of God is still ushered into the congregation. This guy goes home many a times feeling like a hypocrite..like how he's so unworthy to even stand on the stage..yet God still uses him..the feeling really sucks..and i'm really afraid to be back there again.
The next thought that plague my mind is how i always feel i'm not good enough skills wise..cos in the past the worship team was filled with super zai ppl like louis.. jachin.. douglas..clarence(always act noob only haha) and i was like the lousiest there and always was the one making most of the mistakes. But this is in the past..and i noe i should stop looking back to wad was. I will never forget what jerrold once said to me.." A lousy grade violin when placed in the hands of a master, will sound even better than a top grade one in any other person's hands". I still remember it till today becos it really encouraged me and it reminds me that it is nv about our skill or what, but all abt God.
It's really baffling to think about how God loves paradoxes. How He uses the weak to overcome the strong like david and goliath, how He uses ppl with little skill to show the pros how it's really done. Like the story Rev Tony always shares abt the orater who once read out a psalm with such great anunciation that everyone clapped after he read finish. But the old man who read the exact same passage with pauses here and there and poor pronounciation, had the whole crowd tearing at the end. God rewards those who choose to do lesser and just wait upon God in His presence, but not the one who tries to do too much for God. This is in stark contrast with the way the world sees things..The list goes on...like how the humble and less assertive take leadership positions..the foolish things to shame the wise..
haha sidetracked with my random thoughts..i guess after all i'll come back to the music ministry soon=)..dun wanna be like the servant who buried the money he kept for his master..but for now i'll be straightening out some other stuff that's on my mind first..ciao